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[brightbluegirl]

Re: The plates. There's a chance that the options available were such that this was the best that could be done. I'm just going to leave it alone. I don't want to care.

I'm at work, after all. Since the strike was averted, I was able to bus in. Unfortunately, I had a really crappy night - I woke up at 4, and just could NOT get to sleep - my shoulders were (and still are) tight and achey, and for some reason, I was stuck reviewing so many wrongs that have been done to me, over and over and over. Things I haven't thought of for a long time, just jumped into my head. Crazy.

I probably fell asleep around 6, and I dreamed a horrific dream in which my best friend broke down and wept.

So I got up at 9, and then found out the strike was averted, so here I am at work. The good thing is, I won't be wasting my banked hours that I want so desperately to have for the whatzit. The bad thing is - I feel like crap warmed over, and since Andrew didn't get home until 10pm last night, I was looking forward to spending some time with him.

And it seems I have offended multiple people on lj, responding to a post a friend made. However, when I tried to make amends, clarifying, I've gotten no response. That makes me sad.

So I'm in a super crappy mood.

Comments

[fanlain.livejournal.com]

I don't know if you were referring to me - Nikita and I were in Amsterdam to we weren't always connected though it didn't have anything to do with you. And you did not offend me at all.

[freakykitten.livejournal.com]

thanks, I appreciate it. when I'm sad and down, I tend to assume I've offended people a lot more than when I'm happy. I suppose it's the same for most people.

the thing is, I like you, so I care about whether or not I make you feel bad. :)