I'm feeling really overwhelmed right now.
So we went to this super secret work get-together for the whatzit, and they gave us a luggage set AND a crockpot, and I got all teary.
ME
teary!
And then we went to the Bay because we got a call and someone had sent us something to pick up - a FOOD PROCESSOR.
And we lugged all this stuff home and my best friend from high school had sent me a package. A gorgeous blue/purple (stunning colour) top and sarong, loose green flower tea, and incense, a bath bomb and a sweet letter, and pictures of her in her new life in Amsterdam.
I haven't seen her for years, and I miss her like CRAZY. But that's an aside.
And people are going to start getting here on Thursday.
And I'm just feeling really overwhelmed... I don't feel worthy of all these gifts, or of this outpouring of love. All these people are coming to see ME commit to a man we all already know I'm committed to... they're coming across country to see ME, and I just don't get it.
I don't understand why everyone loves me so much, and I feel like crying.
So we went to this super secret work get-together for the whatzit, and they gave us a luggage set AND a crockpot, and I got all teary.
ME
teary!
And then we went to the Bay because we got a call and someone had sent us something to pick up - a FOOD PROCESSOR.
And we lugged all this stuff home and my best friend from high school had sent me a package. A gorgeous blue/purple (stunning colour) top and sarong, loose green flower tea, and incense, a bath bomb and a sweet letter, and pictures of her in her new life in Amsterdam.
I haven't seen her for years, and I miss her like CRAZY. But that's an aside.
And people are going to start getting here on Thursday.
And I'm just feeling really overwhelmed... I don't feel worthy of all these gifts, or of this outpouring of love. All these people are coming to see ME commit to a man we all already know I'm committed to... they're coming across country to see ME, and I just don't get it.
I don't understand why everyone loves me so much, and I feel like crying.
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Date: 2004-07-13 10:33 pm (UTC)oh, and they love you because you are, obviously, eminently loveable. yep, you are.
<3
(that is the first time i've ever made that <3 symbol for anyone!)
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Date: 2004-07-13 11:03 pm (UTC)I'm glad you're going to be there on Saturday.
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Date: 2004-07-13 11:32 pm (UTC)