Why worry?
Sep. 23rd, 2002 09:17 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
brightbluegirlI've been quiet because my life has been quiet.
Life is good, so I have nothing to say. How sad!
But wonderful.
Last night I had a chaotic dream that involved old friends from high school, an abortion, and being held in some place until February, when I'd be able to leave if I purged my belongings of certain things (like all cheques marked "February").
I woke up:
*sigh*
We've been doing so well lately. Every day our relationship gets better and better. We cuddle, we laugh, it's all so very, very good. Everything else SHOULD be nothing compared to that.
But I like it SO much here! I don't want to lose it.
I need relaxation exercises. Or non-worry exercises, or something. I always find something to worry about. And I'm SO TIRED OF IT!
Life is good, so I have nothing to say. How sad!
But wonderful.
Last night I had a chaotic dream that involved old friends from high school, an abortion, and being held in some place until February, when I'd be able to leave if I purged my belongings of certain things (like all cheques marked "February").
I woke up:
- with the urge to try to find an old friend of mine from high school. This morning I've done some web searches and found nothing.
- worrying about getting my passport updated so that I can get my work permit updated so we can stay here an extra year (I can't do ANY of those until the new year, at the earliest).
- worrying that Andrew is going to get found out and deported.
*sigh*
We've been doing so well lately. Every day our relationship gets better and better. We cuddle, we laugh, it's all so very, very good. Everything else SHOULD be nothing compared to that.
But I like it SO much here! I don't want to lose it.
I need relaxation exercises. Or non-worry exercises, or something. I always find something to worry about. And I'm SO TIRED OF IT!
