emotional upheaval... calmed.
Oct. 10th, 2004 04:04 pmI'm feeling much better today. I spent some time tidying/cleaning the house, and sent
monolilith a long email, and even studied for my exam on the 18th, for a couple of hours.
Tonight, dinner with his extended family. Ugh.
My cough has changed to something worse, something weezy and bad. I don't know why, but last night it was pretty bad. I'm glad I'm going to the doctor on Tuesday morning. My nose is still running quite a lot, and when I drink the licorice/peppermint tea, it still helps. So I don't know what the hell is going on.
Two weeks is a long time!
Anyway.
His folks are coming to pick us up a little after 5, and I really need to finish mending the damn couch cover before they get here. It's been months that I've wanted to fix it (since the whatzit, actually). But I can think of so many other things I'd rather do. MANY.
I can't believe it's after 4 already. Studying just ate up the hours.
Oh yes, and we're in the final hours of my grandmother's life. I spoke to my mother, they're on 24 hour watch with her, they upped the drugs as much as they could, and they can't go any higher, and she's started the downturn cycle again. So it's a matter of days or hours. I don't know yet, if I'll be going to the funeral.
Tonight, dinner with his extended family. Ugh.
My cough has changed to something worse, something weezy and bad. I don't know why, but last night it was pretty bad. I'm glad I'm going to the doctor on Tuesday morning. My nose is still running quite a lot, and when I drink the licorice/peppermint tea, it still helps. So I don't know what the hell is going on.
Two weeks is a long time!
Anyway.
His folks are coming to pick us up a little after 5, and I really need to finish mending the damn couch cover before they get here. It's been months that I've wanted to fix it (since the whatzit, actually). But I can think of so many other things I'd rather do. MANY.
I can't believe it's after 4 already. Studying just ate up the hours.
Oh yes, and we're in the final hours of my grandmother's life. I spoke to my mother, they're on 24 hour watch with her, they upped the drugs as much as they could, and they can't go any higher, and she's started the downturn cycle again. So it's a matter of days or hours. I don't know yet, if I'll be going to the funeral.
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Date: 2004-10-10 05:14 pm (UTC)All I can say is that you must be feeling overwhelmed...and if you aren't, you are made of much stronger stuff than I.
{{HUGS}}
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Date: 2004-10-10 08:34 pm (UTC)I really hope you feel better soon.
i'm sorry about your grandmother. ((HUG))
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Date: 2004-10-11 06:07 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-10-14 08:22 am (UTC)