I'm bummed.
Need a break.
Need a hug.
Need cuddling.
Need who knows what.
I'm just tired.
Tired.
Of all of it.
Frustrated.
Sad, maybe.
Or maybe just tired.
Nothing went right last night. (well, except dinner)
Does having a bad solstice mean I will have a bad year?
Cuz I can't handle a bad year.
This year was tough.
I'm glad everyone had a good solstice.
But I'm very. very. very jealous.
I miss solstice at the pharm.
Need a break.
Need a hug.
Need cuddling.
Need who knows what.
I'm just tired.
Tired.
Of all of it.
Frustrated.
Sad, maybe.
Or maybe just tired.
Nothing went right last night. (well, except dinner)
Does having a bad solstice mean I will have a bad year?
Cuz I can't handle a bad year.
This year was tough.
I'm glad everyone had a good solstice.
But I'm very. very. very jealous.
I miss solstice at the pharm.
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Date: 2004-12-22 01:27 am (UTC)i find that holiday expectations and hopes rarely live up to reality. but i don't think it means you'll have a bad year.
i can tell you that even on day 5 of my vacation i now feel like a totally different person and everyone i know is noticing it. rejuvination is a powerful thing.
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Date: 2004-12-22 03:19 am (UTC)I wasn't expecting anything out of last night, except to find the group I was supposedta be with. I've been iffy since the last group (last full moon, I haven't written about it and may not), and didn't know if this would be a bad or a good thing... but I made myself go because I didn't want to run away from a potentially positive experience. If that makes sense.
But to go through that courageous effort, and THEN get stuck wandering around for 45 min because I couldn't find the damn place, was just too much for me.
*sigh*
I'm so glad you're feeling better. I don't get a real vac, but hopefully even what I get will be enough.
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Date: 2004-12-22 02:38 am (UTC)We are all gonna have a great year.. we must!
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Date: 2004-12-22 03:19 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-22 02:17 pm (UTC)I'm sorry, but I completely understand. I hope you're feeling better now.
Need a Hug
Date: 2004-12-22 03:04 am (UTC)I need a hug too, so let’s share.
*HUG*
Re: Need a Hug
Date: 2004-12-22 03:16 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-22 03:18 am (UTC)*love*
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Date: 2004-12-22 03:19 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-22 03:48 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-22 05:30 am (UTC)love and hugs.
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Date: 2004-12-22 03:25 pm (UTC)