jealous

Dec. 21st, 2004 05:21 pm
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I'm bummed.

Need a break.

Need a hug.

Need cuddling.

Need who knows what.

I'm just tired.

Tired.

Of all of it.

Frustrated.

Sad, maybe.

Or maybe just tired.

Nothing went right last night. (well, except dinner)

Does having a bad solstice mean I will have a bad year?

Cuz I can't handle a bad year.

This year was tough.

I'm glad everyone had a good solstice.

But I'm very. very. very jealous.

I miss solstice at the pharm.

Date: 2004-12-22 01:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] estrojenn.livejournal.com
im sorry :(

i find that holiday expectations and hopes rarely live up to reality. but i don't think it means you'll have a bad year.

i can tell you that even on day 5 of my vacation i now feel like a totally different person and everyone i know is noticing it. rejuvination is a powerful thing.

Date: 2004-12-22 03:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] freakykitten.livejournal.com
Yeah, I really need some rejuve!

I wasn't expecting anything out of last night, except to find the group I was supposedta be with. I've been iffy since the last group (last full moon, I haven't written about it and may not), and didn't know if this would be a bad or a good thing... but I made myself go because I didn't want to run away from a potentially positive experience. If that makes sense.

But to go through that courageous effort, and THEN get stuck wandering around for 45 min because I couldn't find the damn place, was just too much for me.

*sigh*

I'm so glad you're feeling better. I don't get a real vac, but hopefully even what I get will be enough.

Date: 2004-12-22 02:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pennycuts.livejournal.com
(((HUG)))

We are all gonna have a great year.. we must!

Date: 2004-12-22 03:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] freakykitten.livejournal.com
I hope so! And thanks for the hug.

Date: 2004-12-22 02:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] malaka.livejournal.com
*getting in on the hug*

I'm sorry, but I completely understand. I hope you're feeling better now.

Need a Hug

Date: 2004-12-22 03:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] r6.livejournal.com

I need a hug too, so let’s share.

*HUG*

Re: Need a Hug

Date: 2004-12-22 03:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] freakykitten.livejournal.com
***HUG*** !!!

Date: 2004-12-22 03:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thetamermaid.livejournal.com
sorry to hear you're having a tough time. i'll be sending love. and, well after the holidays, i may also send that stuff i said i would six months ago...
*love*

Date: 2004-12-22 03:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] freakykitten.livejournal.com
you are the sweetest. and I am used to the waiting, and don't mind at all, because I know you are thinking about me, and I love you!

Date: 2004-12-22 03:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sabyorange.livejournal.com
I lurv you Lisa. I will hug you tomorrow Eve!

Date: 2004-12-22 05:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zaftigvegan.livejournal.com
i was very sad you didn't show. :( i was thinking all day about how it would be our last hurrah before the holidays. and i'm sorry your feeling jealous and like you missed out. it was very nice and mellow. next month will be good, too. i hope you make it to that one. and we'll see you next week.

love and hugs.

Date: 2004-12-22 03:25 pm (UTC)
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