written this morning...
Aug. 3rd, 2005 03:56 pmNow the time feels doable... It's only a week until he's back.
Mind you, it also helps that I've slept well TWO nights in a row! Not just nightmare free, but actually slept 7 1/2 hours. Sweet. I can only deal with so many 4 hour nights full of paranoia before I go nuts.
Anyway.
The nightmares, by the way, I figured out. It was simple, really, as soon as I had a second one. In both nightmares, he wouldn't talk to me. So yeah - it was just about the fact that this time around, we haven't gotten to talk very much. Which is a first for us, ever. We've always talked a lot when we're apart. I'll probably not have another one, now that I know what they're about.
It's Wednesday already - just today and tomorrow, and my work week is done. Hoorah for 3 day work weeks!
Mind you, it also helps that I've slept well TWO nights in a row! Not just nightmare free, but actually slept 7 1/2 hours. Sweet. I can only deal with so many 4 hour nights full of paranoia before I go nuts.
Anyway.
The nightmares, by the way, I figured out. It was simple, really, as soon as I had a second one. In both nightmares, he wouldn't talk to me. So yeah - it was just about the fact that this time around, we haven't gotten to talk very much. Which is a first for us, ever. We've always talked a lot when we're apart. I'll probably not have another one, now that I know what they're about.
It's Wednesday already - just today and tomorrow, and my work week is done. Hoorah for 3 day work weeks!
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Date: 2005-08-03 11:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-08-04 03:59 am (UTC)I am jetting off to Edmonton this weekend, I will be gone all Friday and Saturday, and then working (bleh) on Sunday! Then, um, Andrew is back on Tuesday, so I think maybe after he is back?
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Date: 2005-08-04 01:30 am (UTC)Empty
Date: 2005-08-04 02:18 am (UTC)Cam >B)