well, then!

[brightbluegirl]

Hey Lis,
Thanks for committing yourself so much into solving my
problem. I really appriciate what you've done, and I
am glad that you love me. I love you too, big sister,
and you are very, very important to me. I'm sorry I
don't say it enough. When I think of you, (and I do
so often) they are good thoughts, and I feel a
connection between us that was stronger than before,
even though we are so far away from each other and
don't speak as often. I really do, anyway, and I
think you should know that I am always sending good
vibes your way.
You are right about not sending cards and stuff. I
really feel like a shit. I'll have to make up for
this somehow; I have something in the works that I
would like to give to you, but it's going to take a
while and it's a suprise, so I'll get back to you on
that one.
It took me a while to figure out how to say this, but
here goes. It hurt me just as much that you went
straight to Mom about this. I was very upset, I
didn't think I needed to say "don't tell mom".
However, I do know that you were only trying to help,
so thank you. Really.
Well, I've gotta go and write an e-mail to Mom, so
I'll write soon.
Love,
Matt