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brightbluegirlLast night I went through my box of fabric and found a delightful thin grey-blue piece. We put a bunch of different sized containers on the armoire, and arranged the fabric over it, and put all our unmatched candles all over it. It looks awesome.
I found an old gas mask of mine, and we hung it up in the living room, and he found a barrel of monkeys, and he hung his monkeys all over the gas mask. Sure, it makes a statement about war, but it also looks really creepy. I love it.
I actually looked at my body last night, in the mirror, for awhile. It's been a long time since I did that. I realized that my stomach is more defined, and I generally don't look too bad at all. I don't like my fat girl legs, but perhaps, with time...
It's scary to think that my thighs, at their largest point, have the same circumference as a small woman's waist. But if I think that way, I'll become defeated.
I played around for a while, looking at myself in different poses. And I am really pleased with how my body is looking!
This is a really big deal. Change in perception is happening. Body Image Rising. good good good.
We are getting slammed at work today. It took me 2 1/2 hours to write just this. Phew!
I found an old gas mask of mine, and we hung it up in the living room, and he found a barrel of monkeys, and he hung his monkeys all over the gas mask. Sure, it makes a statement about war, but it also looks really creepy. I love it.
I actually looked at my body last night, in the mirror, for awhile. It's been a long time since I did that. I realized that my stomach is more defined, and I generally don't look too bad at all. I don't like my fat girl legs, but perhaps, with time...
It's scary to think that my thighs, at their largest point, have the same circumference as a small woman's waist. But if I think that way, I'll become defeated.
I played around for a while, looking at myself in different poses. And I am really pleased with how my body is looking!
This is a really big deal. Change in perception is happening. Body Image Rising. good good good.
We are getting slammed at work today. It took me 2 1/2 hours to write just this. Phew!
