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[brightbluegirl]

I want pointy ears and 3 fingers instead of 4. And wings. And sparkly skin. And permanently blue hair with green and purple highlights.

I'm too passionate. I'm too emotional. It all spills out and I feel crazy and I can't speak well and I seem out of control and dramatic and as if I need valium.

I haven't painted in ages and I KNOW I will feel better when I do but I told myself I wouldn't do that until I worked on my body drawing skills and I haven't done that either.

I haven't been able to do any of those wonderful face photos I wanted to do, where I made up the people into other creatures and then took photos. I was so into that, I'm STILL so into it, and I haven't been able to do it yet cuz we don't even have a camera, never mind a digital camera, and there isn't really anyone here I feel passionate about to create a face for, so it's on the perma-back burner, at least until I get back to Canada.

I took on an extra shift for Monday from 1-10 so I can have 3 days off for Andrew's birthday, and that's a good thing but it means I have a small weekend again and that SUCKS.

I really need to do some serious creating. I don't know when I will. Maybe this weekend. My painting of rain still hasn't been completed. And maybe I'll do some work on drawing. And definitely a frustration painting. I really need to get some of this out.

I should work on the big big whitespace idea I'd had. That'll be fun.

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[a-narchist.livejournal.com]

I want wings, (either bat wings or black feathered ones), pointy ears, black with red fleck eyes, and maybe horns and/or fangs!