part the second

[brightbluegirl]

The most important part, probably, that I thought of just as I was signing off and really want to get down here, is the blessed SILENCE I have for 5 1/2 hours a day. It's so healing and healthy for me. For those 5 1/2 hours I don't have to talk to anyone if I don't want to, and I don't have to listen to anything. My brain gets to move through whatever it needs to move through - and that's WHY everything in our life has been improving in leaps and bounds. The silence and calm has allowed me to do everything from finally figure out a way to properly organize under the kitchen sink to finally be able to put into words thoughts I've had about how Andrew and I think so very differently (and therefore finally have less frustration about it)...



Interestingly what I've also noticed is that my social media use has gone WAY down. Not just emails and lj, but fb and tw too. I'm barely on anything, rarely post and rarely read. I miss huge swaths of things people post... and it doesn't really bother me. That too was too much entering my brain.

So I'm calmer, and I'm happier, and I'm doing more, and etc. Life is good. Is what I'm saying.

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so much love!