take a chance on me...
Aug. 8th, 2003 08:44 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
brightbluegirlI still haven't heard, but as soon as I know, you'll all be the second or third I'll tell.
:P
I have a spot between my shoulder-blades, just below my neck, that is extremely tense, as if I have been constantly putting my shoulders up around my neck to protect me from bad things.
I know why, too. This interview went, overall, REALLY well. So well that I can't help but think that I've got to be in a good placement for this job, I mean, I just HAVE TO.
But they haven't checked my references yet. If they don't check my references, maybe they don't want me?
So I'm afraid because it feels so good, and I keep thinking good thoughts about it, like "when we move to Vancouver" and "I'm going to need new clothes" and etc. And I don't want to be crushingly disappointed.
But soon it will be ok.
I hope.
The fellow who's doing the actual shooting of the movie Andrew is in (I think his title is "Director of Photography" or something), is talking to Andrew about being the lead in a movie he's shooting this October.
I LOVE how these things happen for my man. All he has to do is wait and be incredibly sweet and enthusiastic, and people just hand stuff to him.
Hmmm.
(Reminder to self: I was incredibly sweet and enthusiastic in my interview.)
Anyway.
It's in Rhode Island. I told him to do it. Especially, if, as he told me the other day, this guy would pay for his flight out there and back, and house him and feed him. And ESPECIALLY especially, if they're going to pay him $500 (USD), as he told me this morning.
He's worried because it would mean he wouldn't be around for Thanksgiving (Canadian Thanksgiving is in October, for my US readers), or my birthday (I'm turning 30 on October 19th! W00t!)
But really... he and I can celebrate my birthday ANYTIME. I'll be 30 for a whole year, and it isn't important to me that it be celebrated with him on the exact date that I turn. I mean, this is a FUN thing for him! It could theoretically parlay into a career, too, but that is the least of it. I want him to have this, and I won't be so selfish as to let him say no to it.
He's filming today - I believe he's getting killed by scissors to the throat. So he probably won't be home until late. My plan is to walk myself down to the co-op and buy some groceries.
:P
I have a spot between my shoulder-blades, just below my neck, that is extremely tense, as if I have been constantly putting my shoulders up around my neck to protect me from bad things.
I know why, too. This interview went, overall, REALLY well. So well that I can't help but think that I've got to be in a good placement for this job, I mean, I just HAVE TO.
But they haven't checked my references yet. If they don't check my references, maybe they don't want me?
So I'm afraid because it feels so good, and I keep thinking good thoughts about it, like "when we move to Vancouver" and "I'm going to need new clothes" and etc. And I don't want to be crushingly disappointed.
But soon it will be ok.
I hope.
The fellow who's doing the actual shooting of the movie Andrew is in (I think his title is "Director of Photography" or something), is talking to Andrew about being the lead in a movie he's shooting this October.
I LOVE how these things happen for my man. All he has to do is wait and be incredibly sweet and enthusiastic, and people just hand stuff to him.
Hmmm.
(Reminder to self: I was incredibly sweet and enthusiastic in my interview.)
Anyway.
It's in Rhode Island. I told him to do it. Especially, if, as he told me the other day, this guy would pay for his flight out there and back, and house him and feed him. And ESPECIALLY especially, if they're going to pay him $500 (USD), as he told me this morning.
He's worried because it would mean he wouldn't be around for Thanksgiving (Canadian Thanksgiving is in October, for my US readers), or my birthday (I'm turning 30 on October 19th! W00t!)
But really... he and I can celebrate my birthday ANYTIME. I'll be 30 for a whole year, and it isn't important to me that it be celebrated with him on the exact date that I turn. I mean, this is a FUN thing for him! It could theoretically parlay into a career, too, but that is the least of it. I want him to have this, and I won't be so selfish as to let him say no to it.
He's filming today - I believe he's getting killed by scissors to the throat. So he probably won't be home until late. My plan is to walk myself down to the co-op and buy some groceries.
