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brightbluegirlGunmen are holding a theatre full of people hostage in Moscow and there's a sniper in Washington and last night I woke up at 4:30 in the morning thinking about death and not finishing the things I want to do in this life and I think:
I'm never going to write like
anonymousblackAngel_Electric .
But then again maybe I'm just lazy (I mean I know I'm just lazy but) maybe I'm that lazy.
I'm so emotionally .visual. and I'll never accomplish anything if I don't try, even though it's patently obvious that again and again
I (always) excel at what I set out to do, when I go the whole way and commit.
And then of course there's my concentration span, because, you know, that-dog-has-a-fluffy-tail and I-like-ice-cream.
And I'm not afraid (or at least I'm only sort of afraid), and being afraid hasn't stopped me before.
So I started.
right. now.
I'm never going to write like
anonymousblackAngel_ElectricBut then again maybe I'm just lazy (I mean I know I'm just lazy but) maybe I'm that lazy.
I'm so emotionally .visual. and I'll never accomplish anything if I don't try, even though it's patently obvious that again and again
I (always) excel at what I set out to do, when I go the whole way and commit.
And then of course there's my concentration span, because, you know, that-dog-has-a-fluffy-tail and I-like-ice-cream.
And I'm not afraid (or at least I'm only sort of afraid), and being afraid hasn't stopped me before.
So I started.
right. now.
